to my besties :
hey girls , i hope that you two can be as good as before .. hugs and love ya ..

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yesterday had last minute work at his auntie's office as telephone operator .
hahhaha .. did nothing as here's no calls and i ended up entertaining a little small girl ..
kept wanting presents from me . hah !
but i got nothing to give her lah . gave her a cute tissue paper only . LOLS !

after work , aunty kelly brought me back to amk hub .
met dear and had sushi for dinner .. (:
i think im too greedy .. hahhaa . cos im like super hungry lah !
then end up cannot finish !!
in order not to waste food .. his stupid idea is to play scissors paper stone !
wahahha ! who lose who eat ..
end up im the one losing and had to finished up ! OH MY GOD !
i surely cant take it . hahahha .
so i only finished the unagi and he finished the potato ..
so only watsed my half udon and some fried salmon skin .. wahahhaa !
i really enjoyed myself at that time of point .. haha .. love ya .. (:

i'm so tired ! have been studying this few days but slacking most of time .. :P
had econs ica 1 today .. have been rushing for marketing ica project last week ..
SO STRESS ! hahhha .
today was tiring , in fact, like what i've said .. everyday is a tiring day !

woke up at 6 plus and prepare for school .. and my school at 1 today .
couldn't concentrate much on marketing .. maybe brain dead liao .
supposely to meet him .. but , haiz .. nothing to comment on ..
went home straight .. while waiting for bus , i began to think ..
alot of stuffs .. love life .. studies ..
i think this sem i've been slacking lots ! should buck up soon ..
as soon as i've recovered from my tiredness ?? wahahhahah ! :D

was watching a new korea show from youtube .. one word to describe .. FUNNY !
when preparing to bathe , someone came to collect our spoiled fridge .
argh ! cant bathe .. so had to help out .. sweep and mop the floor ..
hahhaha .. feel like stretching ! i miss dancing ..
got to stretch our bodies .. the feeling was so cooool ! (:

next week only left one ica le ! POA !!!! jia you ! (:

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some thoughts that i had today ..

sometimes, i really feel like i should have a break . not becos that i don't love you anymore ..
and seriously , i think that im really treating you badly ..
what should i do .. i seriously don't know how ..
even though that everytime when we quarrel .. i would always say that i will change ..
you and me .. understand clearly that i never change at all ..
i've change .. abit only .. but .. you just never notice ..
today , i feel that you are like neglecting me ..
i feel so hurt and sad ..
i donno what to say to you .. cos im already tired of this ..
i bet you were also tired too .. hmmm ..
do you care for me ?
suddenly , i cant feel anything from you right now . *argh !

firstly , let me wish my granny a happy happy birthday !!! (:
today was a tiring day .. hahha .. EVERYDAY ARE ALWAYS TIRING DAYS!!!!
yesterday slept at 12 am sharp . woke up at 7 plus today ..
have to wake up at 6.30 tomorrow !!!!!!! argh !
today , had effective writing skills .. followed my marcoeconomics , which is one of my favourite module .. haha .
some of my time ended sleeping and not listening to lecture ..
but BUT but ! i listened to the most important part k ! wee ! (:
after school , i went home first .. after that went amk hub watch The Game Plan with darling ..
it is nice ! quite touching eh .. (:
after movie .. met my family to have a dinner celebration at j8 swensens ..
ate super loads of food until i super bloated .. :P
had enjoyed my day very much .. (:

school was alright for me today .. but I"M REALLY TIRED !
as you know , i always sleep at 10 sharp !
[ unless i have something to do ..? :P ]
last two nights i've been sleep at nearly 2 plus !!!!

first day ( monday , 12 november 07 ):
was discussing project .. so many projects to complete ! my head big and wanna burst liao .
hmmm .. business software application , stats , marketing ( individual ) ..
it's been so lucky that stats had been completed .. less thing to stress about .. :D
left with marketing and business software .. ):
i hope that market i will be able to cope with that .. gotta hand in next week ..

while THAT business software application project .. i have definitely lotsa things to talk bout' that . humph .
on monday during THIS particular lesson .. is was a total S-H-I-T !
had to hand up the project .. SHIT ! never do plus never bring ..
nevermind .. so we decide to tell her bout' it and LET her minus 2 marks from us .
fine ! cos i know that we're in the wrong .. so we rushed the whole night and the next morning , breaking our head , trying to finish everything ..
DONE ! we went up and look for her ..
SHIT ! she was gone .. half day leave .. it was 2.30pm then .
suddenly all the vulgar words starting to pop up in my head ..
i was like , WHAT !!!!!!!!!
and she didn't even bother to contact us .
but even though she was not feeling well , i think it's a basic courtesy to inform us !
okay , let me make it clear .. i'm feeling really bad .. but i'm definitely not criticising you k !
so nevermind , we wrote a note .. then prisca still emphasis on the
"you better don't minus 2 more marks away from us cos it's not our fault !"
LOL ! that is super funny k ! but bit rude yea . but i like it .. :P
is not that i don't like her .. but ! more on nothing to comment on her ..
she's a ADULT !
nevermind . so i decided to look for her today again ..
we went straight after our class .. STILL NOT IN ..
nevermind ... maybe still got class or so whatever ..
went to have our lunch at kou fu , watch dance performance from foreign bodies ..
went back to find her again ..STILL NOT THERE !
i super fed up and sian already !!! ARGH !
we left a super big note again , left voicemail ..
asked other tutors .. find out that she's on half day leave ...
me , prisca and hayden is like .. WHAT DER F*** !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she wanted us to hand up the soft copy to her by tuesday .. and yet when she's on leave she doesn't even bother to inform us ! hopeless ..
still every time say that " it's a basic courtesy to inform me if you're late etc " -_-"
this is something that really makes me HOT !
i wanted to strangle someone at that particular point of time .
what i can only say is that .. if she's gonna minus 4 or 6 marks from my group ..
prisca's definitely gonna to complain bout' her .

second day ( tuesday , 13 november 07 ) :
slept late due to a sumptuous supper with my face shop members at No Signboard Seafood Restaurant at Geylang !
we were there to celebrate our 1 year anniversary since the opening of shop at J8 and celebrating mingli's birthday .. hehe !
kee long ordered super lots of food lorr !
hokkien mee , sambal kang kong , fried bull frog , chilli crab , butter crayfish , scallop with yam , ceral prawn plus my favourite ..... ICE CREAM CAKE ! wee ! (:
i'm really loving it .. although it's really a sin ! wahahha .
fattening .. *shake head*
but , i'll still eat it ! why not ! LOLS !
i hope that i'll visit agian soon .. opps ! (:

it definitely feels much more better after the talk isn't it ? (:
i'm very glad that we had this talk .. to know more about how each other feel ..
i know that things were getting hard for us for the past few days before our talk ..
but thanks for forgiving me and gave us a new start .. (:
i promise i'll be better than before .. prove to you that you didn't make the wrong choice .. :P
i love you (: