it's been the 3rd day of my new term.

tomorrow is a public holiday!!!! wooooo!

apparently, this sem's time table seems much more slack than last year one.

but we have a total of 8 modules in hand..

and....

we have lots and lots of projects to be coming along.

tutorials, lectures. hahah.

must really buck up to get my gpa of 2.5 and above.

wahahha.

school is fun, have not really talk to my new classmates except for a few.

ha-ha. that's bad eh!!! :P

my head really hurts today. like kanna heat-stroke liddat.

i think this may be due to the super duper hot weather.

):

~ happy 2 years and 11 month dear!!! ~

i know that we've struggle alot of tough times, ups and downs.

im happy that we managed to pull our relationship closer which allows this day to happen! (:

and we're going 3 years soon!!

just know that deep inside our heart we do love each other lots! :D

today is another new term for school.

i can't imagine that i'm already in my year two. "wow"

first day of school i already feel like sleeping. haha.

how am i going to make it for the next following days!???

haha. anyway! i got myself in for stage arts dance.

my name was listed 2nd last which apparantly make me feel that am i the last 2 person to choose from?

LOL! but of cos i hope not! :P

counting down to 22 may 2008, 24 days!

i'm a happy happy girl!!! (:

my body's aching.

long time never dance lo. no wonder i become liddat..

hahahaa.. i can't even sleep well yesterday night.

i got a flu and my body are aching like hell. :P

i'm not very confident in my audition. haha.

i don't think that i do well. haas.

just let it be ba. if i cannot get in, than just treat that i don't have the fate to have a cca.

LOLS!

i'm turning maddddd soon!!!!

everyday keep thinking bout STUFFS, STUFFS and STUFFS!!!

don't know what i'm actually thinking about.

school, cca, and some shopping and luxury stuff. wahahahah.

i'm having dance audition soon!!!

i hope i can do well definitely! (:

school is starting soon!!! i'm so happy to see my friends again!!!

had to cope with work on both weekends as well.

oh my god! and hope it doesn't affect my studies.

22 days had passed since he left.

life have been boring man!!!

work work and work everyday. argh!

NO LIFE AT ALL!!!!! ):

31 more days!!! i'll be able to see him! wahahah.

but that seems so long uh. :P

i wanna go shopping soon.

shoes, bags and clothings!!! HERE I COME!!! (:

loves.

*P/S: I LOVE YOU!!!

whenever i'm on my way to work,

i'll see this building "Park Mall"..

and i will start laughing to myself.

thinking what stupid things he had done when we are supposed to go to the singapore museum.

memories eh. haha! (:

i had a surprise today from sebester.

hahaha. he was sweet, very cute and funny.

LOL!

thanks boy! for the pizza! lols.

but at that time i was full, so i didn't ate it.

but i think mummy will keep for me ba. unless they are so hungry that they can finish it up!!!!

hahhaa. but i appreciate it alot!

(:

i've cut my hair short again!!!!!

it's kind of sad as i wanted to grow back my hair.

but it's really ugly previously, so i've decided to cut! (:

i'm really happy!!!

as i can get my Covet Gingham Dress soon!!!

weeee!!! i'm so looking forward to it.

and i can't everything i want soon!!!!!

wowwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!! :D

i'm glad that i answered the phone.

we talked. although i didn't speak out my thoughts.

but i hope you do understand what am i thinking.

i'm sorry for all the things i've done.

but at least now my heart feel stable.

although i still feel like crying. haha.

which is kind of stupid. :P

i will be going to cut my hair.

i will only cut my hair in 2 situations:

(1) Cut hair because it's ugly and thick

(2) Cut my hair because i feel unhappy. wanna start afresh.

this time round, is (1) and (2).

haha. sounds funny? i also feel very funny.

hahhahahhahaha.

i wanna start afresh from today onwards.

by not feeling suspicious, not feeling unsercured, not to think of all the bad stuffs.

just think of all the good times we had and tresure the love we had.

now, i just can't stop smiling (:

i feel LOVED!!!! :D

i can't sleep!

i don't know why too!!! ):

one of my my eyes are swollen.

sad. hahahaha.

i'm in dilemma! should i cut my hair?

sian-ness.

always full of crap. haha. :P

i seriously pray in my heart that he wouldn't cheat behind my back.

even if it's so, just tell me the truth directly yea?

haha. i'm just thinking too much.

just simply can't stop myself from thinking all these SHITS.

i think i'm going crazy soon one day.

shouldn't i be confident of myself? hahaha.

because i just did too many things that made him unhappy.

i'm crazy!!!! totally crazy!!!!

hahahahahhahahhahahahaha. :P

is there any ways to make yourself more pretty-looking?

haha. i think i'm getting uglier.

oooosh! i think is due to lack of sleep.

i got eye bags and dark eyes circle which makes my eyes look weird and ugly.

i'm short! i wanna be at least 160cm!

and i found my skipping rope today. wahaha!

i can start jumping and drinking soya bean milk from today onwards!

weeeee! i'm looking forward to that!!!!

i've got lotsa small lil pimples on my forehead!! dirty dirty!

wahahahhaha!!!

i wanna my long straight hair again!!!

haiz. i'm so sad.

so, i wanna be pretty.

how? ):

today had ichiban sushi and amk hub with my family.

to "celebrate" my lil sister chinese birthday.

lols.

i never even get to celebrate the chinese one. wahahha.

i'm turning 18 soon!!! weee!!!

hope i'll get a memorable birthday this year! :D

anyway, i saw the LV watch, which i find it quite pretty! (:

OH MY GOD!

and it actually cost US$13,300 which is almost cost S$18,487!!!

wow! i wonder how long i've to work to earn that sum of money to buy THAT!!!

hahahhahahahha.

i must get it!!! no matter how!!!

........ in my dreams lo. wahaha! :P

saw this video yesterday,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1TnzCiUSI0

which i found it very funny. haahha.

i wanna keep that smile!!!! (:

anyway again!

i wanna to talk up some sports to keep myself fit.

as i'm not fit enough!! ):

got a sudden interest in squash/tennis.

but then, my aunty said that one of my arm will be bigger than another!

ahhhh!!!!

i don't want!!!! but i wanna join le!! ):

who can tell me how? it will be greatly appreciated. (:

oh my god! oh my gosh!

i think this month my handphone bill is going to burst!

argh!

haha. have to dig out my pay to pay for this.

no choice! i deserved that. LOLS!

but still, i never regret calling yea! (:

will buy a international dialing card soon. so that my handphone bill won't burst again.

i found out just now, that calling overseas to china from handphone is $0.66!

while sms-ing is only $.015.

well, at least is much more cheaper right!

dear, must sponsor me yea!?

hahahahhahaha!!!!! :P

misses you!

haha. was reading someone's blog and found this post, 45 things a girl wants..

kind of true and interesting. decided to post it for someone's stuoid brain.

1. Touch her waist

2. Actually talk to her

3. Share secrets with her

4. Give her your jacket

5. Kiss her slowly

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her

7. Hold her

8. Laugh with her

9. Invite her somewhere

10. Hangout with her and your friends together

keep reading

11. smile with her

12. Take picture with her

13. Pull her onto your lap

14. When she says she love you more,deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight. So she cant get to her friends, it make her feel lovedare you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say i love you whenever you see her

17. Kiss her unexpectedly

18. Hug her from behind aroundthe waist

19. Tell her she's beautiful

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

one last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open door for her, walk her to her car-it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she's your everything- only if you mean it.

23. If it seem like there is something wrong, ask her - if she -denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved

25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girl you know!!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. Don't lie to HER

27. Don't cheat on HER

28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you miss her.

30. Be there for her whenever she need you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE , IT'S IMPORTANT!

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hug you too.

32. when you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and than she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY

35. Don't EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. if she's upset. Comfort her. remember all these thing when you are with her next

36. When people DISS her, standup for her.

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.

39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND

40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possibleMAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHE LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walk at night.

44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

You'll never know when she needs just a little bit more love.

i'm having stomach cramps now..

i don't feel like working today!!!!

argh.

happy birthday sweetie!!!

you're 13 now lo.

are you happy?

hahahahahha..

hope you will be a happy happy girl from yesterday onwards! (:

loves and hugs!

yesterday's BBQ was fun, really.

well, at least almost half the class attend. like maybe 12 of us.

it's better than last time yea.

and we do really have lotsa food to be wasted.

but thankfully we are still very happy without these people.

thanks to those "very nice" people.

who last minute didn't turn up or last minute then inform one.

and some of them don't even bother to message me and tell me.

they are "very nice" to inform me during last minute.

they are so "responsible" by not telling me in at least 2 days in advance when i've message them regarding the confirmation of BBQ.

what the fuck.

you think you guys big shot izzit.

we've prepared all the food already then we have to pay more and waste food because of you this irresponsible people.

FUCKERS.

i'm at work now.

1 day had passed. chat with dear through skype last night. (:

counting down..... 52 days left for his arrival to singapore!!!

and counting down..... 27 more days to school re-open!

i looking forward to school!!!! i don't know why too!!!

hahhaha.. i just feel like studying. wee!!!

tomorrow will be our BM 0712 BBQ class gathering!

like-oh-FINALLY!!! at least half our class attend.

not like last time, so pathetic but had fun! wahaha.

tomorrow will be a tiring day yea.

i'm bored bored bored now. half an hour home i'll be able to go home!!!

hahahahha.

feel like eating chicken roll now. *tongue's out*

to dear:

hello!? can you come online earlier? i very tired eh!!!

but i never regret waiting yea. (:

wahhahah! but im happy to see you online (:

loves, pig.